A Man’s Tears (Part 2)

(The first group Yaoshao shares with everyone after launching the book 'Bullet Scars': Yaoshao Headquarters, group number: 10247063)
Zhanxiage bit his lip hard. After confirming it wasn't a dream, he asked hoarsely, "Why are you telling me all this?" ”
"Do you still remember your physical exam twelve years ago?" Zhan Xinghua helped Li Xiangshang answer this question: "This unit belongs to the fifth category of special forces. They can adapt to any combat terrain in the world, survive in any environment where humans can survive, and can use any weapon or tool in the world." To meet these tactical requirements, they needed at least fifteen years of special training, so this unit, or special training school, recruited children aged six to ten. To ensure absolute loyalty and eliminate unexpected factors like family interference, recruitment is temporarily limited to military children. ”
"Only enrolling children aged six to ten?"
Zhanxiage laughed, completely unaware that his smile had suddenly turned so bitter. He asked hoarsely, "I'm already eighteen this year. Why did you suddenly find me again?" I think you can tell me this absolute secret without reservation—not because you're really holding it in, but because you just want to talk to someone, right? ”
"During that checkup, except for your left eye's vision, your other data were nearly perfect. Captain Chen Zhiqi, who was in charge of the provincial inspection recommendation, knew your test results were unqualified, yet he still recommended you to us. But as expected, you were still eliminated. However, your file was entered into our database as a backup special case due to Chen Zhiqi's strong recommendation. ”
Li Xiangshang said, "In fact, at the time, I personally thought there was no need to enter your file into the database. A person with only 0.3 vision in their left eye has a smaller field of view than normal. According to the special forces' 3-3 system of cover, two soldiers in your group must monitor more angles and areas to make up for the security loophole caused by your left eye's vision." In other words, because of a soldier like you, the chance of three people in your squad dying is much higher than in other squads! As one of the training officers in this unit, I absolutely will not allow such a thing to happen! ”
Zhanxiage instinctively blinked his left eye. It was this eye that caused him to be eliminated from the selection at age six, but it gave him a simple yet somewhat happy childhood.
Zhanxiage asked bluntly, "If that's the case, why do you still appear in front of me?" Could it be that your troop base has shrunk to the point where you can only dig through the old junk and select some barely presentable items to make up the numbers? Not only do I have vision problems, I'm past my age, but I'm also a stubborn donkey who refuses to be disciplined. No matter how you pick me, you wouldn't end up picking me, right? ”
Li Xiangshang said, "Your left eyesight is a weakness, but sometimes, a flaw can turn into an advantage." ”
"For example?"
Li Xiangshang said, "For example, when your job requires you to close your left eye and use only your right eye!" Because the vision difference between your two eyes is too large, and you don't have the habit of wearing glasses, your brain has become accustomed to receiving information from your right eye first, treating it only as a supplement. In other words, your right eye is sharper than normal, has a stronger ability to catch, and is more comfortable adapting to tasks that require you to close your left eye! ”
"For example?"
"Sniper!" Equipped with the first near-optical telescope, it is a super sniper capable of precisely striking targets 1,500 meters away, or even 2,000 meters away! ”
Hearing this, Zhanxiage suddenly closed his eyes and said coldly, "I'm so tired right now. I need to rest." Please leave, okay?! ”
Hearing Zhan Xinghua and Li Xiangshang leave the hospital room, Zhan Xiage softly said, "Yajie'er, I want to sleep a little longer. Please help me cover my face with the quilt." ”
Yajie'er walked up to Zhanxia Ge, gazing deeply at the young man who had once risked everything to regain his father's love, even burning his own life. She could tell that this boy was injured!
She gently picked up Zhanxiage and placed him in her warm embrace, whispering, "Don't hate your father. He just hopes you can become an outstanding soldier and inherit his glory." ”
It was only then that he understood why he had lost his father's love twelve years ago, only to suddenly regain that love twelve years later.
How cruel this is, and what a real form of care?!
"Why?"
Zhanxiage curled his head into Yajie'er's warm embrace and hoarsely shouted, "Why did he return what I most wanted when I was already in despair?" But before I could even feel happy, they told me the result! In his heart, what exactly am I? Am I just a weapon he cultivated?! If it's a defective product, I just throw it aside, suddenly realize that waste can be turned into treasure, so I put a red date in my mouth and pick it up to reuse as waste...... Stuff?! But I have my own feelings, my own emotions, and my own ...... Heart! I really, it hurts so much!! ”
Yajie'er hugged the boy in her arms tightly, crying uncontrollably. He had once been so strong, so bold and wild. When he bit through his own blood vessels desperately, he looked like a berserker clad in fiery armor, a figure only seen in Norse mythology. As he raised his head and howled wildly, this still somewhat inexperienced boy radiated a masculine aura that could make any woman in the world tremble. At that moment, she even felt that this boy was already strong and flawless!
"Cry, cry. If you're sad, if you want to cry, then cry out loud. Cry out all your grievances. I'm here with you."
Yajie'er reached out to stroke Zhanxiage's hair, stroked his back, and touched his heart, battered by family ties. At that moment, Yajie'er forgot she was a woman and that he was a man. She simply held Zhanxiage tightly in her arms, pouring her support and care into this big boy without reservation.
Suddenly, the battle hero song burst into tears!
Zhanxiage suddenly let out a wounded, wolf-like wail, "I hate it so much......! ”
He lay in Yajie'er's arms, crying uncontrollably. His burning tears soaked her robe and slowly soaked onto her skin. She felt his tears were truly hot, because they were a man's tears!
A man does not shed tears lightly, simply because he has not yet reached the point of sorrow!
(Demon: Try posting two chapters a day to see how it works. Hope to get everyone's votes back, haha)