Chapter 119

However, even after knowing I did not have a body, I still tried to stretch out my hand and peer into the beyond.
The feeling was close to instinctual, but at the same time, I felt like I was being commanded to reach beyond the light. And so when I did, the sensation of my soul and mind being ripped apart tore my consciousness to its core before seemingly.
A loud sound began to ring within my ears while my eyes felt like they were being burnt due to the brightness of the light.
*SHHHHHHHHHHHHH*
The sound only got louder and louder until finally
*BOOOM*
An explosion resounded within my ears forcing me away from my endless slumber.
*Thud*
And with it came the pain of bashing my head into the tree in front of me, causing it to shake while the leaves rustled, some even falling on me when I looked up.
"Bastards" I cried out in pain, yet that was not the only pain I was feeling.
I began to feel a burden on my mind, as if something had chosen to heavily stomp on it, putting it at risk of shattering into a million pieces.
The situation finally sunk in
I crouched to the floor with my head between my arms as I rocked back and forward, the memories, the pain, and the suffering of having to die again replaying in my mind over and over again in an endless loop that would haunt me for the days to come.